Furry-Within

...guess this one will be kind of sappy and moronic, huh?

I don't like this decision, I really, reaaaally don't, but I suppose I've had my hands smacked away, and other craptastic events happen that just made a mess of things even further... so, with all the muck up and such, I feel kind of like I've outstayed my welcome in a place like this.

Tis not anyone's fault but my own, I've apparently become an overdramatic, snide, and I just think I'm not a nice person... I know it's probably an overly self-critical thing of me to say, but I just dunno where my little hole in the wall would exactly be... I'm too much of a... 'outsider', if you will, to honestly do much than idly chitchat. Which is fun at times, but just doesn't honestly make me feel any better...

So, yeah... I could honestly go off on a tangent of how the combination of me being moody, me being not knowledge as to things n such, plus a few irritants here n there too just snowballed up until it rolled off onto its own messy accord.

So, do what yah will.

My skype should honestly be open to being added if you lot haven't already n such... heh, but yeah... long story short, due to issues with myself, and probably others too in some manner, I've decided to bow and take my leave. So... yeah, see you around I guess?

Initial Leave post is now IRRELEVANT! Please see second response.

Awe, but you're always gonna be welcomed here. I've fucked up numerous time, ruined friendships and I'm still around.

Either way, I'm gonna miss you.

I'm sorry to hear all of this. As Ginger said, you're always welcomed here. You have my number though, if you'd ever like to get a hold of me.

Waaaaiiitttt!!!
I havent even been back long! We haven't gotten to even hang out yet!

OH COME ON!
We've interacted ONCE! T.T

Don't go please V.V

You and I never got much of a chance to know each other, but you seemed to get on well with everyone from what I saw. I'm sure many will be sad to see you go. But just remember that we'll be here if a break does you good and you'd like to come back. Best of luck in things, Jen. Don't be a stranger.

I will admit this much... I honestly did not think, and I have made a terrible, grim mistake.

This stupid excuse for a fox did not honestly follow her own rules and knowledge like she should have. I let myself fall victim to what I call "Flash Hypnosis", which when carefully used, even if unintentionally, can cause the person to basically believe a False Truth and believe it as Truth.

All those that posted here, I thank you for everything and so on. But, out of the lot of you? There is ONE person that posted here, that I honestly did not expect. And I shall apologize to that person tonight when I see them, as from the thing that they said, my honest thoughts of them were turned completely on their heads...

So, after basically shooting myself in the foot, and then some, and I am somewhat okay to honestly say that I made the mistake here, so in hopes to fix this mess, I am going to come back. I clearly jumped over the canyon thinking I would make it to the other side without issue, but all I did was end up driving the car clean off the side of the cliff, and dying in a twisted wreck of fire, and goodness knows what else.

I will see you all in the chat when I do, I do hope that in some shape or form, I can be forgiven for this.

*clings to ze big, foxy floofy tail* Good!